.Friday, December 11, 2009 ' 7:36 PM

I have so many things to say but once i'm in my blog, i suddenly went blank.
I received many questions, shoulders, sms, calls and lots more due to my embarrassing FB 'hu-ha'.
As much as i appreciate it, i wish that they will stop cause i want to move on with my life. Many things have been going on and not just that and i'm trying to straighten out everything, Insyallah, with His guidance, i will manage. :)
Anw, this post is for
you. (obviously you know who you are)
I'm not hoping, i'm not waiting. I somehow know that we will not work anything out. But by staying by you and be close to you, makes me feel light headed and happy. But i couldn't be selfish by doing that and as painful as it can be, i'm leaving.
I just feel that if you are really confident in us, you will do whatever it takes to start everything anew or whatnot. But you yourself are afraid to go beyond boundaries and i'm still broken hearted.
I thought about you more than usual lately and everytime i do, i will skip my feet and smile to myself. But today i felt different. I drag my feet everywhere, staring at my phone, wandering off.. I'm Lost.
So stop looking at my photos. Cause i'm trying my best not to look at yours.
Without You - RENTWithout you
The hand gropes
The ear hears
The pulse beats
Life goes on
But I'm gone
'Cause I die
Without you
I die without you
I die without you
I die without you
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today
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.Monday, December 7, 2009 ' 4:35 AM
Photography by: Blackwater Photography.
Skintone 14

And with these peeps, I had fun. :)
